She had beautiful dreams

She had beautiful dreams

Just a couple of days ago a boat ‘went down’ , now we all know what this means – little explanation needed.

A flimsy boat, crossing the open sea carrying precious cargo – humans escaping war – sunk before reaching its destination. It does not register on the main news (I mean, come on, a cray fish escaped a cooking pot in China – much more newsworthy).

Humans who have paid probably 20 x the amount it would cost to travel safely on the ferry, gathered thousands of euros and holding their children’s hands took the journey which was to be their last.

Afrin refugees

I cant comprehend this situation – a situation where this is allowed to happen..

… people forced to leave their homes, to escape war – have to pay smugglers thousands of euros for the privilege of attempting to cross a small stretch of open sea to seek safety for their families.

I love my family and would protect them with my life, as Muneera Ebo (above) loved her daughters and would protect them with her life, now they become another 3 drowned refugees – numbers, UNHCR statistics. Muneera however, was no number, she was a woman, a mother with dreams – these dreams became dreams of need not want … dreams of necessity and survival…a Syrian, from Afrin, – her home became a place of war and danger, a place she was forced to leave seeking refuge for herself and her children.

Being forced to leave your home is a concept hard to imagine. Being a refugee is a concept hard to imagine – to be without a home, papers, the means to provide for your family.. without rights..

I recently met a beautiful Iraqi poet in Leicester, her name Malka. She has: energy, spirit, talent and intelligence. She has written poetry about her exile from her homeland.

“My home is gone

My heart is broken

My tears said:

write a book.”

Malka al-Haddad

If you read her book “Birds without Sky” you can gain a tiny insight of the pain of leaving your home – of becoming a refugee .. written so beautifully and heart wrenching…extract below from “I’m Human”.

“I had beautiful dreams

I had friends, brothers, sisters, sweet parents and pink hopes

I had green gardens, tall palms and olive trees

I had warm winter

Blue rivers

Red flowers

I was born on land before the crossing of swords on the body

Turned it into a banquet table ”

Malka al-Haddad

You can buy the book from Amazon – link below;

Birds Without Sky; Malka al-Haddad

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